Ya know, there are days I’m really ready to give up running so many events.

Then the event happens.

And I want more.

It’s easy to say yes in the now.

It’s easy to view the goals we want to achieve a few years from now.

It’s hard to know which decision will be the most important one a few years from now.

I’ve left myself with a lot of those decisions the past few years.

On an almost weekly basis now, the things we pursued a few years ago will randomly pay off.

Some more than others. Some in very small increments.

I understand what I leverage in these easy moments better I used to.

It’s not about winning for me.

It’s understanding the big picture and how all those relationships are affected.

Sometimes an easy yes leverages way more than I ever understood I was giving up.

I’m trying to stay mindful of that.

The big picture vs the easy wins.